i just got a text from him . he want me back to meet his mother today . i just can't imagine how happy i am now .damn happy ! now i will be together with him again . it just a miracle . i keep reading the text and can't stop smiling !
my eyes open . and i'm starting to cry . it just a dream . i was dreaming just now .
yeah , now i realize , time can't go back to the past . future is a part of the past . i can't change it . i have to face it now , i know i can't , but i have to . now , i keep blaming myself for everything that happens today . yeah . im wrong , this is all my decision . i'am stupid enough to create my own problem in my world . HAHA . stupid me :)
Everything happen for a reason . i've met with the wrong person , been at the wrong place and at the wrong time but actually , everything was meant to be right :) it takes a Rain before a Beautiful rainbow right ? and now , i'm here smiling through my day . everyday is not a good day , yes ! not a GOOD day , but , we can make it a wonderful day . cheer up with smile and positive thinking , keep Allah inside your heart , build your Iman , InsyaAllah , You'll find the best way in your life . Remember , Allah will never leave you all alone . be strong and keep Faith to Allah :)